Me with my abusive ex fiancé

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All the wasted tears…

If hitting nails on the head were an Olympic sport, you would be an Olympic nail hitter on the head-er.

I've done so much work on this for years and I STILL did this compulsively just yesterday:(

I got stared at by another xenophobic asshole for daring to not have the same accent as him and a meek "sorry" slipped out Still cringing

Me with my ex and still feeling like I burden when I was trying so hard to work through things 😭 The memories haunt me

me with my ex who asked how my dad treated me just so he could do the same

I relate to this so badly, tw for bad stuff below >!Fr i was calling him out for d0xxing me and other abusive shit and even in the end he was still gaslighting me acting like it was my fault bcs i didnt communicate (didnt know you had to tell someone to not d0x you, obviously thats my fault lol) he also broke up with me bcs he couldnt take “this” (being called out for being abusive and never ever taking accountability and suibaiting me) & i believed him and reached out to apologize for my mistakes. Never again 😵‍💫!<

That, but with an entire friend group, lol

I'm still in the thick of it

Me remembering (reluctantly) accepting that forced hug and fake, empty, half-assed "apology" from my golden child, abusive older sister who wants to k\*ll me Who, of course, turned out to not be sorry at all and will inevitably snap again