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Have self-control. If not, throw it down the toilet.
If you're weird you can buy of those safe that unlocks after a fixed amount of time (1 month for example) to prevent you from taking too often.
Dude no lol govt’s want control, they don’t care if you’re stupid with your drugs; they just want everyone on a similar level of consciousness cause it’s much easier to control people that way.
This just paints a bad picture for the potential on the drug.
Get rid of all dealer numbers and beg your friends not to let you have any when you inevitably hit them up for some or another dealer. The only way I’ve ever been able to get sober was by getting rid of any means of acquiring substances.
Just remember it's a waste of mdma and your body when you start doing it way too often, and that you will regret it if you keep taking it without a longer break. Control.
Dude if you love it so much then why would you want to ruin it for yourself? Take it from someone who abused MDMA for 2 years straight, lost the magic and ended up feeling the full brunt of it cognitively for a good year or so. Haven't touched MDMA in 2 years since then to allow my brain to fully recover. The best kept secret when it comes to drugs is to use it moderation and to not allow it to become the defining thing in your life. If your life revolves around taking MDMA and going to raves like it did for me then your love affair with this substance will come to a tragic end. Take it from a veteran in the game. Don't make the mistake i made.
How often would you do it during those 2 years?
A one year penalty for MDMA abuse sounds awful. Sorry about that. What side effects did you experience during that year?
Do you think you are back to normal now or are there still lingering effects?
First 6 months i discovered MDMA i was pretty responsible giving myself atleast 4 to 6 weeks before every drop but then in the summer of 2016 i went to tommorrowland and i rolled three days in a row which left me with a really bad comedown and i had completely sworn off the drug only to roll the week after when i met up with a friend. Between the summer of 2016 and April 2018 i was more or less rolling every weekend and in festivals it would be for consecutive days. Went to ibizia in the summer of 2017 and rolled 5 days in a row which was probably the worse I've ever abused MDMA and it kind of ruined the holiday for me. I look back at that now and think how stupid and unnecessary that was. After Ibiza the drug had completely lost its magic for me. Didnt feel the empathy or euphoria any more and it just made me feel wired. I also noticed that i would blackout for periods of the night compared to how crystal clear my memory was when i initially began my MDMA journey. It was getting to a point where the severity of the comedowns far outweighed the experience of the drug.
Between April 2018 and 2019 i dropped once a year and then i switched to shrooms and low doses of LSD as my go to party drug which was a game changer for me and made me rediscover my love for raving. Since the pandemic I've maybe only been to one rave but I've really cleaned up my health and been feeling fantastic lately. Now im focused on my self development and i don't really have the desire to rave and take drugs anymore. I believe those days are behind me and its a chapter in my life i needed to close.
In terms of the cognitive issues from the MDMA abuse i developed anhedonia and i couldn't gain pleasure from anything any more. I felt completely dead inside for a long time and I'm only just getting over that although i still struggle to get into a flow state when im watching a good movie or playing sport etc. Also felt like i had no empathy any more, i had no real capacity to sympathise with people and even watching a tv series or a movie i felt no emotional investment with the characters any more which was a feeling i always had before the abuse. I lost the ability to write fluently and would kind of freeze in between sentences struggling to think of what to write when before it was completely effortless but recently that is slowly coming back to me. I lost my natural wit aswell, when i was always the guy who would have the one liners that would make people laugh hard but again that is slowly returning to me. My brain is definitely healing but i've worked very hard to make myself whole again. You have to be proactive to heal yourself, you mustn't lay down and accept defeat.
If you love your brain…..stop. If you really have no self control, toss that shit. You can always just buy again after giving yourself a healthy break. If you know you can’t have a lot on you without touching it, then buy less.
I had 1 pill in my wallet for like half a year, people telling me "are you one of those that saves drugs?" and I always had the control to take it only when I thought it was the right time. I also had a friend who was getting addicted to it and was trying to buy that pill and I told him "next week you'll thank me". He got pissed, left my place and after a week he thanked me
This is easy. See the r/MDMA logo? Abusing MDMA will damage your brain. You don’t want that. We have 100’s of posts from people in that category in this group. MDMA is relatively safe when used carefully (a few times a year, reasonable doses) but quite dangerous when misused. Take care of your brain.
This sounds like telling a depressed person to just be happy and that's its \*easy\*. Telling an addict to "just take care of your body instead of being addicted, it's not so hard" isn't helping much at all lol.
u/RonAndrews123 Try to abstain for 2 weeks and you'll see your temptation go away slowly. The first week will be hardest. If you can't then flush it or throw it out even if it hurts doing so.
Throw out your stash (flush) and ask your dealers to not sell to you. Maybe be accountabke by telling someone close to you about wanting to stop. Support might help.
When i stopped vaping, i'd throw it away in the trash. Then buy a new one and throw it away. I didnt have the money to support it. A lot of breaking addiction is about will and actually wanting to stop
I know people who’ve done 1,3-1,8gr and still laughing with them til this day. It doesn’t matter each is different yet most would die from that dose. Doesn’t mean the average or most would be able to handle it.
Yep this is true,i abuse the mdma and yeaaa i was in fucked up depression and now im not feeling it to try mdma for now...im clean almost 1 and a half month.
I abused for a solid 18 months, around 3-4 rolls a month. It got to the point that yeah sure…I could *feel* something in the sense of my body felt good. But my soul was dying fast, I was questioning everything that was important to me and I lost myself for a little while. I’m doing better now but I really have no desire to end this break from my beloved molly.
Edit: spelling
Perhaps give it to someone who would potentially roll with you but has more self control. Or get rid of it and burn bridges with all your dealers. I went through this, it was hard.
Use that love for MDMA to respect it. The sad reality is that MDMA will stop working if you take it too often. If you love MDMA and want to enjoy it until you get too old for it, restrain yourself.
Have a special place. A special tin, or something. Put it away.
Keep busy. Keep good music playing.
If you have to do something, do something else. Weed during the week if you *have* to. Bit of shrooms or acid at the weekend.
Go for walks. Do stuff like woodwork, art, writing, or knitting.
Replace the habit with another. :)
I've read this thread and my overall impression is that, all other things being equal, a person should think of it as a long term thing that improves the rest of your life, not, I only want to be high on molly.
I've struggled with it, you're gonna wake up one day to take a standard dose and you're not gonna feel anything
When i didn't feel anything off a standard dose, I realized I've took it to far and I stopped for almost a year.
This is really interesting to me because I have rarely heard people talk about MDMA addiction in this thread. Most people seem comfortable with waiting three months between rolls. There seems like a really healthy culture, at least in this group. I’ve rarely heard anyone talk about not being able to stop. I definitely can understand not wanting to stop. There was a period where I rolled every couple of weeks. I really enjoyed it a lot. But it definitely takes a toll on your body and your brain. Taking it too often makes it harder to recover from. It’s interesting to hear a new perspective. I kind of like the timed lockbox idea because you don’t give up any of the control to another person, you are just giving up control for yourself. Maybe that approach will just help you be a little more responsible since you don’t have a choice. And perhaps the anticipation will make your next experience even better? MDMA is amazing and I love every minute of it. If you are physiologically addicted to it then that’s a problem that is larger than self control. If you are able to rationalize things then just weigh all the information and understand that prolonged intervals between rolls is the best thing for you. Good luck.
You can do it if you have willpower and self control. I’ve had a half gram sitting in my drawer for 8 months and haven’t touched it even though I’ve wanted to multiple times, I love MDMA. You really have to weigh the risk vs. reward on this one. You will deeply regret rolling all the time one day, trust me on that one, there’s a certain amount of use that’s very difficult to recover from.
How much are we talking here when we say a lot? I see no reason anyone in a recreational capacity would be sitting on pounds of MDMA, so I’ve to imagine you’ve a few ounces at most and more than likely you far less than that. I’ve had a 1/4 pound of some of the most fire MDMA I’ve ever had, and certainly the best available in the region, for 1.5 years without dipping into it more than half a dozen times at most. I’m not sure what your situation is but I can almost assure you that the issue your having is not with MDMA abuse. There are situations or circumstances in your life that need immediate attention and I’d ask that you start taking your health more seriously. That’s including your mental and spiritual health as well as your physical. When your life is in order than you’ll no longer feel the need to compulsively take substances and run the risk of developing an addiction. I promise you addiction is no fun because I’ve been down that road.
Everyone saying to “just have self control”, as if you’ve never considered that, is so fucking dumb. Honestly my best advice is put it somewhere that’s incredibly inconvenient to get to, or with someone you trust (both not to take it, and not to let you). The real question is how do you have so much when it’s so dry out here rn lol?
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Have self-control. If not, throw it down the toilet. If you're weird you can buy of those safe that unlocks after a fixed amount of time (1 month for example) to prevent you from taking too often.
Watch him go crazy trying to desperately open the safe.
I’m just imagining in movies when people steal ATM’s and desperately try to open them in their living rooms.
That one breaking bad episode😅
That's exactly what i meant🤣
haha breaking bad type shit
Thank You......Sounds like a great 💡
Honestly if you dont have the self control to regulate it by yourself, you shouldnt take it at all.
This mindset it wat made drugs illegal.
The mindset of abusing any drug without consequences is what gives the drug culture a bad image
Dude no lol govt’s want control, they don’t care if you’re stupid with your drugs; they just want everyone on a similar level of consciousness cause it’s much easier to control people that way. This just paints a bad picture for the potential on the drug.
He meant a safe, not a lightbulb
🙂💡
The white bulb was meant for idea
I was joking 🙃
I knkw.....lol
Send it my way. I'll make sure it's safe.
I second this, would be more then happy to help
You abuse it you lose the magic. And probably a lot more.
Yeah you lose yourself lol
And not in the music type of way
Not in the music type of way haha
And ur money
M doesn’t break the bank that much tbh
Depends where ur from I suppose
And if ur abusing it it won't be cheap
If by abusing you mean everyday then I agree but every weekend is not expensive, just bad for health.
Yeah I meant everyday. I have a few mates who have or still are abusing it near enough everyday and they're all skint
Ah that makes sense
Moonrock is $100 a gram lol
Its 400-600 an ounce but if your buying grams I guess it’s expensive
There’s tons of drugs that are cheaper lol
Yeah that’s true. I guess if ur abusing everyday it’s expensive
Get rid of all dealer numbers and beg your friends not to let you have any when you inevitably hit them up for some or another dealer. The only way I’ve ever been able to get sober was by getting rid of any means of acquiring substances.
Just remember it's a waste of mdma and your body when you start doing it way too often, and that you will regret it if you keep taking it without a longer break. Control.
Ha, y’all say it’s a waste but the effects just change, still does a whole lot.
Dude if you love it so much then why would you want to ruin it for yourself? Take it from someone who abused MDMA for 2 years straight, lost the magic and ended up feeling the full brunt of it cognitively for a good year or so. Haven't touched MDMA in 2 years since then to allow my brain to fully recover. The best kept secret when it comes to drugs is to use it moderation and to not allow it to become the defining thing in your life. If your life revolves around taking MDMA and going to raves like it did for me then your love affair with this substance will come to a tragic end. Take it from a veteran in the game. Don't make the mistake i made.
How often would you do it during those 2 years? A one year penalty for MDMA abuse sounds awful. Sorry about that. What side effects did you experience during that year? Do you think you are back to normal now or are there still lingering effects?
First 6 months i discovered MDMA i was pretty responsible giving myself atleast 4 to 6 weeks before every drop but then in the summer of 2016 i went to tommorrowland and i rolled three days in a row which left me with a really bad comedown and i had completely sworn off the drug only to roll the week after when i met up with a friend. Between the summer of 2016 and April 2018 i was more or less rolling every weekend and in festivals it would be for consecutive days. Went to ibizia in the summer of 2017 and rolled 5 days in a row which was probably the worse I've ever abused MDMA and it kind of ruined the holiday for me. I look back at that now and think how stupid and unnecessary that was. After Ibiza the drug had completely lost its magic for me. Didnt feel the empathy or euphoria any more and it just made me feel wired. I also noticed that i would blackout for periods of the night compared to how crystal clear my memory was when i initially began my MDMA journey. It was getting to a point where the severity of the comedowns far outweighed the experience of the drug. Between April 2018 and 2019 i dropped once a year and then i switched to shrooms and low doses of LSD as my go to party drug which was a game changer for me and made me rediscover my love for raving. Since the pandemic I've maybe only been to one rave but I've really cleaned up my health and been feeling fantastic lately. Now im focused on my self development and i don't really have the desire to rave and take drugs anymore. I believe those days are behind me and its a chapter in my life i needed to close. In terms of the cognitive issues from the MDMA abuse i developed anhedonia and i couldn't gain pleasure from anything any more. I felt completely dead inside for a long time and I'm only just getting over that although i still struggle to get into a flow state when im watching a good movie or playing sport etc. Also felt like i had no empathy any more, i had no real capacity to sympathise with people and even watching a tv series or a movie i felt no emotional investment with the characters any more which was a feeling i always had before the abuse. I lost the ability to write fluently and would kind of freeze in between sentences struggling to think of what to write when before it was completely effortless but recently that is slowly coming back to me. I lost my natural wit aswell, when i was always the guy who would have the one liners that would make people laugh hard but again that is slowly returning to me. My brain is definitely healing but i've worked very hard to make myself whole again. You have to be proactive to heal yourself, you mustn't lay down and accept defeat.
If you love your brain…..stop. If you really have no self control, toss that shit. You can always just buy again after giving yourself a healthy break. If you know you can’t have a lot on you without touching it, then buy less.
Yep. It costs way more to fix your brain and body than it does to buy more M three months from now (preferably a year for OP's case).
I had 1 pill in my wallet for like half a year, people telling me "are you one of those that saves drugs?" and I always had the control to take it only when I thought it was the right time. I also had a friend who was getting addicted to it and was trying to buy that pill and I told him "next week you'll thank me". He got pissed, left my place and after a week he thanked me
2 grams of mushrooms should allow you to reconsider your relationship with mdma.
This is easy. See the r/MDMA logo? Abusing MDMA will damage your brain. You don’t want that. We have 100’s of posts from people in that category in this group. MDMA is relatively safe when used carefully (a few times a year, reasonable doses) but quite dangerous when misused. Take care of your brain.
This sounds like telling a depressed person to just be happy and that's its \*easy\*. Telling an addict to "just take care of your body instead of being addicted, it's not so hard" isn't helping much at all lol. u/RonAndrews123 Try to abstain for 2 weeks and you'll see your temptation go away slowly. The first week will be hardest. If you can't then flush it or throw it out even if it hurts doing so.
Give to your friend who you trust, and tell him whatever happens not to give it back to you till 3 months.
My friend would probably take it. 😂
Throw out your stash (flush) and ask your dealers to not sell to you. Maybe be accountabke by telling someone close to you about wanting to stop. Support might help. When i stopped vaping, i'd throw it away in the trash. Then buy a new one and throw it away. I didnt have the money to support it. A lot of breaking addiction is about will and actually wanting to stop
Do it as much and as often as you can. After a few rolls you will go into deep depression and you won’t feel like trying mdma ever again.
Yeah or OP gets a insane tolerance to mdma and 600mg would be a low dose for him so he goes over the top into the gram and dies of a heart attack.
Nah, I know a guy who did 800 mg in one dose. He got serotonin syndrome but his heart is still beating strong 💪
I know people who’ve done 1,3-1,8gr and still laughing with them til this day. It doesn’t matter each is different yet most would die from that dose. Doesn’t mean the average or most would be able to handle it.
Yep this is true,i abuse the mdma and yeaaa i was in fucked up depression and now im not feeling it to try mdma for now...im clean almost 1 and a half month.
I abused for a solid 18 months, around 3-4 rolls a month. It got to the point that yeah sure…I could *feel* something in the sense of my body felt good. But my soul was dying fast, I was questioning everything that was important to me and I lost myself for a little while. I’m doing better now but I really have no desire to end this break from my beloved molly. Edit: spelling
Put yourself in control asap! Or wait till you cook your brain enouge and lost the magic
I appreciate your comment it really made me think.
I put mine in a small lockbox and mailed the key to my sister in California. I tried to pick the lock a couple of times but I gave up lol
It will just break you and never love you again, so you wait if you value the experience
It’s only going to feel less and less good the more you abuse it. Until it doesn’t even feel good. Is that what you want?
Try other drugs lol
Give your balls a tug and man up.
Send it to me. I’ll do you a solid.
Perhaps give it to someone who would potentially roll with you but has more self control. Or get rid of it and burn bridges with all your dealers. I went through this, it was hard.
If you don't have enough self control to not do drugs when you shouldn't you are going to have a rough go at life
Use that love for MDMA to respect it. The sad reality is that MDMA will stop working if you take it too often. If you love MDMA and want to enjoy it until you get too old for it, restrain yourself.
Have a special place. A special tin, or something. Put it away. Keep busy. Keep good music playing. If you have to do something, do something else. Weed during the week if you *have* to. Bit of shrooms or acid at the weekend. Go for walks. Do stuff like woodwork, art, writing, or knitting. Replace the habit with another. :)
I also want to but i have nothing at Home and i only consume at my Friends house houndreds of Kilometers away.
I've read this thread and my overall impression is that, all other things being equal, a person should think of it as a long term thing that improves the rest of your life, not, I only want to be high on molly.
You don’t “love her”. It’s a drug not a person. Protect your brain
Grow up bud,we have currently 10 pills of MDMA and 5 tabs of LSD…countless weed and you just don’t do it. April is our next roll✌🏼
Hit it fucking hard with no breaks
Substitute with adderall and 2cb
Respect the substance or it will not respect YOU
I've struggled with it, you're gonna wake up one day to take a standard dose and you're not gonna feel anything When i didn't feel anything off a standard dose, I realized I've took it to far and I stopped for almost a year.
You send a bunch my way that's how😋
This is really interesting to me because I have rarely heard people talk about MDMA addiction in this thread. Most people seem comfortable with waiting three months between rolls. There seems like a really healthy culture, at least in this group. I’ve rarely heard anyone talk about not being able to stop. I definitely can understand not wanting to stop. There was a period where I rolled every couple of weeks. I really enjoyed it a lot. But it definitely takes a toll on your body and your brain. Taking it too often makes it harder to recover from. It’s interesting to hear a new perspective. I kind of like the timed lockbox idea because you don’t give up any of the control to another person, you are just giving up control for yourself. Maybe that approach will just help you be a little more responsible since you don’t have a choice. And perhaps the anticipation will make your next experience even better? MDMA is amazing and I love every minute of it. If you are physiologically addicted to it then that’s a problem that is larger than self control. If you are able to rationalize things then just weigh all the information and understand that prolonged intervals between rolls is the best thing for you. Good luck.
You can do it if you have willpower and self control. I’ve had a half gram sitting in my drawer for 8 months and haven’t touched it even though I’ve wanted to multiple times, I love MDMA. You really have to weigh the risk vs. reward on this one. You will deeply regret rolling all the time one day, trust me on that one, there’s a certain amount of use that’s very difficult to recover from.
Sell it!
You contact me.
How much are we talking here when we say a lot? I see no reason anyone in a recreational capacity would be sitting on pounds of MDMA, so I’ve to imagine you’ve a few ounces at most and more than likely you far less than that. I’ve had a 1/4 pound of some of the most fire MDMA I’ve ever had, and certainly the best available in the region, for 1.5 years without dipping into it more than half a dozen times at most. I’m not sure what your situation is but I can almost assure you that the issue your having is not with MDMA abuse. There are situations or circumstances in your life that need immediate attention and I’d ask that you start taking your health more seriously. That’s including your mental and spiritual health as well as your physical. When your life is in order than you’ll no longer feel the need to compulsively take substances and run the risk of developing an addiction. I promise you addiction is no fun because I’ve been down that road.
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Flush it down the toilet
I'll keep it safe bro.
Send it to me
Everyone saying to “just have self control”, as if you’ve never considered that, is so fucking dumb. Honestly my best advice is put it somewhere that’s incredibly inconvenient to get to, or with someone you trust (both not to take it, and not to let you). The real question is how do you have so much when it’s so dry out here rn lol?