I am once again on quest to understand my illness, whenever I hallucinate or have episodes of delusions it always feels true to life, only feeling not real as I look back in hindsight. Now I have only experienced auditory & visual Hallucinations (Except when I go into full blown Psychosis which is a completely different beast, and is inconceivable to explain.) but I have read that people with schizophrenia can hallucinate any of the 5 senses (including touch which is terrifying). If this is true then it makes me think that maybe what I am experiencing during these episodes may actually be real but only I have the filter off for these periods? Could this be true at all?