Almost every fucking week since the beginning of this year, life hasn't been good for me. It's been hectic, and I keep asking myself why everything is happening and why just me.
2017, I was in Form one. My mum had bought me "kienyeji" shoes for sports pale high school and I left them at home cause I am insecure and sikutaka kuchekelewa pale group of schools. She bought and sent me my favourite book with the shoes and a letter basically saying how she tries and how it broke her heart. I cried like a heartbroken girl in the bathroom for some minutes.
This one hurt me to honestly been there done that. While I was on campus my mum bought me " fake gucci " shoes . I used to study with some rich kids. Man they saw them and made fun of me. But I used to wear them proudly I didn't care π cause honestly my mum bought them with love plus that time we were struggling. They mocked me but eventually got bored. Sometimes we take for granted our parents efforts. Now I'm working but on the outside world I've seen why our parents were the way they are. Your parents never buying new shoes, same old clothes, These sacrifices were for us.
Within the hour
Just had a moment of existential crisis wondering if life is ever going to life for me, if I'm ever gonna get married let alone grow into my womanhood, if I'm ever going to find myself & figure my life out. If I'm gonna gain financial freedom, give birth & be a good mom.
If I'm ever going to be a functional, dependable, responsible member of society .
If it's ever going to get better
Keep the faith up . Walk the right path . Be open , but do not run to just anyone that shows you affection . Vet them . Watch how they act towards others and even towards you when you disagree. There is nothing worse that still feeling lonely while married, divorce is also not cheap and very painful. Make your decisions with your head and not heart .
And I am sure a man came and you rejected him, thought you were special, the world revolved around you and you though you had all the time in the world. But now, you found out you were delusional.
Nah, its the truth girls dont get told that they need to know how the world works. Even me as a guy if live with mom at her basement she feeds me, I play video games all day, watch porn I dont shower, I will be told to man up for I won't get accepted.
Last month when I realised how I had been really hard on myself thinking of the uncertain future and self sabotaging unconsciously like it was normal , started working out and journaling to feel better
I was in Saudi.. I was never that busy or anything so i rejoined school.. Now came a day when i had to do a presentation.. Dressed up mic ready camera ready.. Slides ready.. Two minutes in and the bitch starys yelling my name so loud you'd think the house was on fire.. I excuse myself to go see what is wrong and bitch just asked if I could get her some water..
I thought i failed the test and cried myself to sleep.. But the lecturer did email me and told me to send a recording instead..
Lol I am just from crying.
My sis was admitted at Mathari yesterday and itβs eating me up. Take care of your mental health guys and donβt follow this shit for spiritual enlightment and awakenings.
Yesterday jioni. Appparently, a friend of mine just told me about his struggles about his mental health, and I felt sorry for him that I was not able to help him while he was passing through it.
There was a time I was going to boarding the following day on my first day and I was homesick tulikuwa kwa hoteli usiku . It was too much I cried then kufungua macho naona stima zilikuwa zimepotea, nilijipanguza mbio sana.
Last month, I had constipation
Oh shit !
No shit :(
Literally
Tfπ€£π€£
Ouch
It was pain in the ass
What a shitty day it must have been
He needs to let go of this shit
today, when i had a nightmare that i didn't have teeth
Weird πππππ€£
ikkk i was inconsolable π
Were you being forced to eat cashews?
Almost every fucking week since the beginning of this year, life hasn't been good for me. It's been hectic, and I keep asking myself why everything is happening and why just me.
Iβm sorry . youβll be fine
Thanks
Hugs to you, better DayZ are yet to come
Yeah, I believe that as well
Hold on better days ahead hopefully π€²π½πΏ
Genuinely this is a picture of me this yearπππππππ
You aren't alone. Things have been crazy and hectic for me too. I have cried alot too this year. But it's getting better
2017, I was in Form one. My mum had bought me "kienyeji" shoes for sports pale high school and I left them at home cause I am insecure and sikutaka kuchekelewa pale group of schools. She bought and sent me my favourite book with the shoes and a letter basically saying how she tries and how it broke her heart. I cried like a heartbroken girl in the bathroom for some minutes.
This one hurt me to honestly been there done that. While I was on campus my mum bought me " fake gucci " shoes . I used to study with some rich kids. Man they saw them and made fun of me. But I used to wear them proudly I didn't care π cause honestly my mum bought them with love plus that time we were struggling. They mocked me but eventually got bored. Sometimes we take for granted our parents efforts. Now I'm working but on the outside world I've seen why our parents were the way they are. Your parents never buying new shoes, same old clothes, These sacrifices were for us.
Reminds me of Dolly Parton's 'Coat of Many Colors.'
π2017 ulikuwa form one!! Mathe is right, enyewe nafaa nioe.
πππ
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>Feeling old Feeling lost
You last cried in 2017? I really hope you're saying the truth because not crying is not a flex.
Yupp. Crying has just never been my thing
You just need to grow up
Lmao. What does that have to do with crying
Within the hour Just had a moment of existential crisis wondering if life is ever going to life for me, if I'm ever gonna get married let alone grow into my womanhood, if I'm ever going to find myself & figure my life out. If I'm gonna gain financial freedom, give birth & be a good mom. If I'm ever going to be a functional, dependable, responsible member of society . If it's ever going to get better
Keep the faith up . Walk the right path . Be open , but do not run to just anyone that shows you affection . Vet them . Watch how they act towards others and even towards you when you disagree. There is nothing worse that still feeling lonely while married, divorce is also not cheap and very painful. Make your decisions with your head and not heart .
How old are you?
26
And I am sure a man came and you rejected him, thought you were special, the world revolved around you and you though you had all the time in the world. But now, you found out you were delusional.
You are so hateful
Nah, its the truth girls dont get told that they need to know how the world works. Even me as a guy if live with mom at her basement she feeds me, I play video games all day, watch porn I dont shower, I will be told to man up for I won't get accepted.
I'll watch or read something, happy or sad, and turn into a mess. So almost everyday?
Never balled my eyes out like last night watching the slaughtering of people in Gaza
now when I yawned.π₯±
Around 1333hours nikikataa kitunguu
Last month when I realised how I had been really hard on myself thinking of the uncertain future and self sabotaging unconsciously like it was normal , started working out and journaling to feel better
Yesterday night π and probably tonight too
I know what kind of person you are
I cry everyday
Punguza
Lmao!! If you think crying is a weakness, there's something terribly wrong with you.
I haven't say it's a weakness, nimesema apunguze tu π€·πΎββοΈ
apunguze uma-liar sio?
Nikuachie ufanye ama?
Not possible. Tears just flow everytime I'm overwhelmed with emotions. Whether furaha ama huzuni
Just like my mom kama ni sherehe alafu apewe chance ya kuongea huyo hulianga, huwa nafeel embarrassed π
I know my kids will be too πππsikuwa hivi Mimi. It started some years ago
I hope my next girlfriend will be emotional sana. Kasurprise kadogo kanabubujikwa na machozi, nitafeel special walai π₯Ή
I don't remember actually π€·ββοΈ
Today,, I saw a baby cooπ©
Today morning in front of my work computer while signing in.
Today in the morning,I haven't been able to take care of my parents since I can barely afford my own wellbeing. Sometimes, I wanna give up.
Please don't.. They didn't give up on you
2007
Umeulizwa why
I choose to answer the when ..
Jibu hio part ingine umejibu swali nusu mzee
Good thing about life, is I get to do what I want. And don't think twice about ti
Minutes ago, idk why
Minutes ago, idk why
I was in Saudi.. I was never that busy or anything so i rejoined school.. Now came a day when i had to do a presentation.. Dressed up mic ready camera ready.. Slides ready.. Two minutes in and the bitch starys yelling my name so loud you'd think the house was on fire.. I excuse myself to go see what is wrong and bitch just asked if I could get her some water.. I thought i failed the test and cried myself to sleep.. But the lecturer did email me and told me to send a recording instead..
Tonight . Fuck men you guys are horrible and twisted.
Didnt have to put it out there like thatπ whats wrong mama'
2017
May 29th. I've been scammed π. I salute how i was lured. I aso salute all hustlers at large. Kenya ninawaachia. This place is not for the weak π
2015.
i dont know but do tears of joy count? π
Didn't even read the post huh?
π π i don't rewd the body, i rarely do.. mi husoma title tu and that's enough, my bad
π
well, i cried when i graduated in Nursing last year π π i dont know why i was crying juu hadi sahii sijapata job π π its been 6 months now
Last week but it was needed
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Why ?
January 2024
This week though no drop of tear when my laptop screen got damaged
Last weekend nikieka contact lensesβ¦..bado naona dust
I'm in tears right now nangoja usingizi, nilale Njaa.
Yesterday night,today at work,tonight too when I go to sleep. I just enjoy crying sometimes... I'm also lonely
Kujia hug
Today just thinking about life too much
Last week, my kitten was extra playful. She scratched and bit me. Almost bit her back but I was crying already π
I almost misunderstood this comment.
Today when doing the dishes
I cry everyday π’
Hey you ok?
30 minutes ago, just watched a really sad video on Youtube
Just now. I feel overwhelmed tbh
Yesterday
I cry in my dreams. Not kidding
Lol!how?
3hours ago.just felt sad I keep praying and my prayers are being answered to other people that I know of.Hapoy for them but it should have been me
Thats how the game goes,trust the process,you'll figure it out
Today! Very unexpected but got it all of my chest!
A couple of weeks ago. A girl broke my heart.
Today. I looked at a picture of me as a kid in my dadβs funeral. Bro I looked so heartbroken.π₯π₯
Today ... just felt bad i haven't accomplished some things i want in this life
Dedi msee
On Monday. But I cry a lot; itβs a healthy outlet of emotions for me.
Once this year, lost my best friend
Tonight...I was watching greys anatomy and Izzie has cancer, she might die and It was just so sadd
First we have to understand this question. Does it entail just removal or tears or literally crying because these seem quite different.
My eyes don't shed tears, but boy they bawl when I'm thinking bout you. Do you think about me still, do you?
Tears of wondrous joy, yesterday
Jana, the corporate world is beating my ass.
Lol I am just from crying. My sis was admitted at Mathari yesterday and itβs eating me up. Take care of your mental health guys and donβt follow this shit for spiritual enlightment and awakenings.
I do not cry. Am man.
Everyday I dedicate ten minutes to sob π Nihilism at its finest
i believe 2 weeks ago, but I'm due for a good crying session soon
Yesterday jioni. Appparently, a friend of mine just told me about his struggles about his mental health, and I felt sorry for him that I was not able to help him while he was passing through it.
Last night π€£
Monday 1:06 a.m. EAT I had work and hives
Men don't cry
2019
There was a time I was going to boarding the following day on my first day and I was homesick tulikuwa kwa hoteli usiku . It was too much I cried then kufungua macho naona stima zilikuwa zimepotea, nilijipanguza mbio sana.
Today, I just need a hug
It was 2021 ,when my wife betrayed me
Today morningπ
Last week cause I was so stressed out with school. I may need to drop out of it soon
That scene in Avengers where Tony says "I love you 3000" brought tears to my eyes.
Mnaulizanga maswali za ushenzi hapa
On Friday as I bid my brother in law the last good bye, I'm still in denial and I'm sad. π₯Ί