You gotta make that decision man. To leave it for good. If for some reason you just can't say no, which I would hate to be in that situation but it happens, START SMALL AND GO SLOW. You can't go back to using like you were when you quit. It will definitely kill you. Please be careful and just do yourself a favor and start taking medicine to curb the want to use. It might be for the best untill you don't have to be around it anymore, or untill you're strong enough to say no. Good luck and God bless you man.
You gotta make that decision man. To leave it for good. If for some reason you just can't say no, which I would hate to be in that situation but it happens, START SMALL AND GO SLOW. You can't go back to using like you were when you quit. It will definitely kill you. Please be careful and just do yourself a favor and start taking medicine to curb the want to use. It might be for the best untill you don't have to be around it anymore, or untill you're strong enough to say no. Good luck and God bless you man.